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Fed up with August, zest for life is gone
31st Aug. 2017, at 05:46 am CEST#1
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Guys, I hope you don't feel like me, because I don't wish that on my worst enemy. I have to throw up at this point.
This month was a month of records, negative records.
After I already have massive losses this year, 20,000 EUR until July, I was able to collect one banger after another in August.
Began already tragically with the accidental death of the one-year-old child of a relative. The funeral alone, a coffin the size of a guitar case, is something I wouldn't wish on anyone. Then again health problems, doctor here, doctor there and nothing gets better. Well, one goes to the 40, there begins the shit anyway.
Then to gambling, one big loss after the other, 1000,2000,1000 something and one after the other, no matter if casino, online or Spielo.
Middle of the month in the casino been, thick lost, in between again and again. But the crowning glory was today and yesterday.
I go the day before yesterday but actually in the Spielo and win 1500 EUR on a Novo, unfortunately I had to come back because it was late the next day. No sooner said than done. Got my money, but had to wait for the technician, because there was money in another machine...well end of song 2500 EUR lost in the Spielo in 4 hours. For this first thank you, Fortuna. Because I was p**sed I went in the evening to the casino, played there on one of the Novo VIPs with 50" screen, first I was able to get up to 1000 EUR, then the machine ate 700 spins without free play at BOR, 3000 EUR lost in 90 minutes on a machine. Fortuna, thank you again. It came then still to a small scuffle, because I was naturally beside me. Last but not least, I deposited 100 EUR at an online casino. 500 EUR won at the Live BJ, then I bet 3x 150 EUR, have 3 times 20. The Dealer an ace, his second card a 4...lucky, his third a 6...21...all gone. He smiles at me, the dirty pig and then the picture is gone..."this game is currently not available". Well, deposited another 600 EUR and played the Netent BJ, in 10 minutes everything was gone. Credit card broke in the middle and sent cancellation letter to the bank.
I was happy about the 1500 EUR in the Spielo, after August was so shitty in every situation to me and then mall just 6200 EUR in 24h gone. There remains one the spit away. Balance August: 14,000 EUR minus, preliminary annual balance 34,000 EUR minus and not once, but not even what neat won except small stories. So I'm really tough and tend to be a cheerful person and laugh at 1000 EUR minus and tell me tomorrow will be better, but something like this in combination with all the personal shit I've experienced is just too much. So if there is God, Fortuna, fate or whatever, which I do not believe, then I send you a big "f**k you, you can f**k me" from the heart. Oh, and as if that wasn't enough, my car died on me today. I'm not bad, but with these amounts and the speed, my existence and life achievement dwindles like butter in the sun.
I have now suspended any form of gambling, because I can no longer approach the whole thing neutrally, I have too great an expectation after the recent experiences. In addition, I have now become really depressed. It's not like I've blown any profits, I'm just getting hit in the face. Last year, the wife died, at 35, which is no age. Then the shit. It's a pain in the ass. I'm curious what fate has up its sleeve, so either something good happens or it continues seamlessly as usual. If you hear nothing more from me in the forum, I've been run over by a car or jumped from a skyscraper, because slowly it's getting perverse. It's not about the money, it's about the permanent getting hit in the face by life. It is enough. Snout full.
Moins.
I'm sorry about your personal and health problems, especially the one with your wife.
You don't wish that on anyone.
When I look at how you spend the money, the most blatant I find the story when you wanted to get the profit, it is I think more than obvious that you have a gambling problem.
You probably didn't want to hear any advice like that. But I think that in the long run you will be able to control your mental stress better without gambling. Even if you say it's not about the money, I wouldn't be surprised if you feel better physically. 40 is not an age I say even if I'm a bit younger.
But you write yourself that you want to stop for now.
Of course I don't know how much money you have, but with your losses this year I would have a serious problem, and a financial problem would be the last thing you need right now.
Even if you are worse off without gambling, you will certainly be better off in the long run.
Wanted you now actually not volllabern with advice that you know yourself.But once I had to mention it then but, what I think.
Bernd Stromberg would say:
If you're in the swamp, you have to pull yourself out by your own hair.
Or by the hair of someone else.
It's not about hair, but that you get out of the swamp, even in a jeep.
:-D
I wish you all the best in any case!
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Fed up with August, zest for life is gone
31st Aug. 2017, at 02:21 pm CEST#3
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Urks - it was not quite so blatant with me chmi77. I'm sorry for you ... really. In such situations I always remember a small picture with a saying - which hung in my grandmother's living room at the time: "Whenever you think it's no longer possible - a little light comes from somewhere...". No I am not religious, certainly not religious - if only superstitious ... but these old sayings have simply what in itself. Probably one is simply sometime only so deeply in the Sch.... that the smallest things in the life win again at shine. Nothing else is it also with the damn gimmick ... honestly. First you win like an emperor ... and spend everything that you almost become a beggar. Then you win a little something and have some joy again.
Try to apply this to real life - there are not only Schickssaalsschläge ... it also goes uphill again at some point. Maybe not immediately noticeable ... but it will come. I wish you the strength to do so - with all my heart! ... I'm currently in a bit of a predicament myself and have to learn to look ahead again ... (professionally - fortunately not familial)...
So keep your head up - and let yourself be "buddy pressed"! .
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This month was a month of records, negative records.
After I already have massive losses this year, 20,000 EUR until July, I was able to collect one banger after another in August.
Began already tragically with the accidental death of the one-year-old child of a relative. The funeral alone, a coffin the size of a guitar case, is something I wouldn't wish on anyone. Then again health problems, doctor here, doctor there and nothing gets better. Well, one goes to the 40, there begins the shit anyway.
Then to gambling, one big loss after the other, 1000,2000,1000 something and one after the other, no matter if casino, online or Spielo.
Middle of the month in the casino been, thick lost, in between again and again. But the crowning glory was today and yesterday.
I go the day before yesterday but actually in the Spielo and win 1500 EUR on a Novo, unfortunately I had to come back because it was late the next day. No sooner said than done. Got my money, but had to wait for the technician, because there was money in another machine...well end of song 2500 EUR lost in the Spielo in 4 hours. For this first thank you, Fortuna. Because I was p**sed I went in the evening to the casino, played there on one of the Novo VIPs with 50" screen, first I was able to get up to 1000 EUR, then the machine ate 700 spins without free play at BOR, 3000 EUR lost in 90 minutes on a machine. Fortuna, thank you again. It came then still to a small scuffle, because I was naturally beside me. Last but not least, I deposited 100 EUR at an online casino. 500 EUR won at the Live BJ, then I bet 3x 150 EUR, have 3 times 20. The Dealer an ace, his second card a 4...lucky, his third a 6...21...all gone. He smiles at me, the dirty pig and then the picture is gone..."this game is currently not available". Well, deposited another 600 EUR and played the Netent BJ, in 10 minutes everything was gone. Credit card broke in the middle and sent cancellation letter to the bank.
I was happy about the 1500 EUR in the Spielo, after August was so shitty in every situation to me and then mall just 6200 EUR in 24h gone. There remains one the spit away. Balance August: 14,000 EUR minus, preliminary annual balance 34,000 EUR minus and not once, but not even what neat won except small stories. So I'm really tough and tend to be a cheerful person and laugh at 1000 EUR minus and tell me tomorrow will be better, but something like this in combination with all the personal shit I've experienced is just too much. So if there is God, Fortuna, fate or whatever, which I do not believe, then I send you a big "f**k you, you can f**k me" from the heart. Oh, and as if that wasn't enough, my car died on me today. I'm not bad, but with these amounts and the speed, my existence and life achievement dwindles like butter in the sun.
I have now suspended any form of gambling, because I can no longer approach the whole thing neutrally, I have too great an expectation after the recent experiences. In addition, I have now become really depressed. It's not like I've blown any profits, I'm just getting hit in the face. Last year, the wife died, at 35, which is no age. Then the shit. It's a pain in the ass. I'm curious what fate has up its sleeve, so either something good happens or it continues seamlessly as usual. If you hear nothing more from me in the forum, I've been run over by a car or jumped from a skyscraper, because slowly it's getting perverse. It's not about the money, it's about the permanent getting hit in the face by life. It is enough. Snout full.
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Fed up with August, zest for life is gone
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I'm sorry about your personal and health problems, especially the one with your wife.
You don't wish that on anyone.
When I look at how you spend the money, the most blatant I find the story when you wanted to get the profit, it is I think more than obvious that you have a gambling problem.
You probably didn't want to hear any advice like that. But I think that in the long run you will be able to control your mental stress better without gambling. Even if you say it's not about the money, I wouldn't be surprised if you feel better physically. 40 is not an age I say even if I'm a bit younger.
But you write yourself that you want to stop for now.
Of course I don't know how much money you have, but with your losses this year I would have a serious problem, and a financial problem would be the last thing you need right now.
Even if you are worse off without gambling, you will certainly be better off in the long run.
Wanted you now actually not volllabern with advice that you know yourself.But once I had to mention it then but, what I think.
Bernd Stromberg would say:
If you're in the swamp, you have to pull yourself out by your own hair.
Or by the hair of someone else.
It's not about hair, but that you get out of the swamp, even in a jeep.
:-D
I wish you all the best in any case!
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Try to apply this to real life - there are not only Schickssaalsschläge ... it also goes uphill again at some point. Maybe not immediately noticeable ... but it will come. I wish you the strength to do so - with all my heart! ... I'm currently in a bit of a predicament myself and have to learn to look ahead again ... (professionally - fortunately not familial)...
So keep your head up - and let yourself be "buddy pressed"! .
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Fed up with August, zest for life is gone
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