Hello to all ...
i would like to share my story with anyone who is interested. Maybe someone of you knows advice, has tips, or goes him / her simply equal...
I've been gambling since I can remember, it all started with my parents gambling since I can remember... When we were kids, my half-sister and I had to wait with our grandpa in front of the casinos and stare at them for hours until my parents were done gambling. When I grew up I had nothing more to do with gambling, I went my own way, never thought about gambling, often had to divide my mother's money, because she brought it to me, so she didn't gamble it all away.... At some point, after my divorce, about 10 years ago, there came a point when I needed a new job, and started to work in a small nice company with only 3 employees. All my female employees went daily, either at noon or in the evening to the casino, at some point I went with ... and so everything took its course... until today ... I have and had me already the last 3 weeks perfectly under control, because I no longer wanted / want to play. had all my online accounts blocked and was 3 weeks completely abstinent. until today... I fell victim again 500 euros, which I now really miss... I was so proud not to have played, and realize again and again that I play when I just can not anymore, when everything is too much and I no longer know what to do ... I have acne inversa, which is chronic and restricts me very much, it is hard, but I pack. But whenever something comes from the outside, like now, which I can't handle ... then comes the Gambling addiction, but awesome ... my half-sister is also addicted to gambling, 4 years ago her grandmother (Is not mine, I'm just the step-grandchild) paid back her loan of 20,000 euros, then she took on another, again over 20.000, has gambled away everything ... and then went into private bankruptcy ... now she has, probably as a reward for it, her teeth crowned, for 7000 euros, and her grandma has paid ... my gambling debts has never taken someone .... what I want to say is, I know why I gamble, when the frustration is so great that I feel insufficient, small, useless and unloved... you have similar experiences? Oh, and for your information, my grandmother is addicted to gambling, my mother is addicted to gambling, alcohol and tablets, and my stepfather is also addicted to gambling...
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when you can't stop...
2nd Jul. 2018, at 04:40 pm CEST#2
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Hi - I find your name really very badly chosen (if you read that as a father), well is nen other topic. I can give you to what you write only the good Tip to look for something else where you can reduce frustration. It helps me more often to play a round on the console. Brings me completely on other thoughts. Furthermore - even if it's hard - look for another circle - don't let others tempt you to play. Build a new circle of friends - and even if it's hard - turn your back on your parents, etc. Otherwise you will only destroy yourself!
These are hard words - but I think this is the only way for you!
when you can't stop...
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i would like to share my story with anyone who is interested. Maybe someone of you knows advice, has tips, or goes him / her simply equal...
I've been gambling since I can remember, it all started with my parents gambling since I can remember... When we were kids, my half-sister and I had to wait with our grandpa in front of the casinos and stare at them for hours until my parents were done gambling. When I grew up I had nothing more to do with gambling, I went my own way, never thought about gambling, often had to divide my mother's money, because she brought it to me, so she didn't gamble it all away.... At some point, after my divorce, about 10 years ago, there came a point when I needed a new job, and started to work in a small nice company with only 3 employees. All my female employees went daily, either at noon or in the evening to the casino, at some point I went with ... and so everything took its course... until today ... I have and had me already the last 3 weeks perfectly under control, because I no longer wanted / want to play. had all my online accounts blocked and was 3 weeks completely abstinent. until today... I fell victim again 500 euros, which I now really miss... I was so proud not to have played, and realize again and again that I play when I just can not anymore, when everything is too much and I no longer know what to do ... I have acne inversa, which is chronic and restricts me very much, it is hard, but I pack. But whenever something comes from the outside, like now, which I can't handle ... then comes the Gambling addiction, but awesome ... my half-sister is also addicted to gambling, 4 years ago her grandmother (Is not mine, I'm just the step-grandchild) paid back her loan of 20,000 euros, then she took on another, again over 20.000, has gambled away everything ... and then went into private bankruptcy ... now she has, probably as a reward for it, her teeth crowned, for 7000 euros, and her grandma has paid ... my gambling debts has never taken someone .... what I want to say is, I know why I gamble, when the frustration is so great that I feel insufficient, small, useless and unloved... you have similar experiences? Oh, and for your information, my grandmother is addicted to gambling, my mother is addicted to gambling, alcohol and tablets, and my stepfather is also addicted to gambling...
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when you can't stop...
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These are hard words - but I think this is the only way for you!
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