Gambling addiction in general: Gambling addiction

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abc123 wrote on 02/03/2020 at 12:49 pm: I want to write something to all who suffer from Gambling addiction

Briefly about my story

I'm 29 and I've been gambling since I was 16, earlier outside at Slot machines, later until today then online.

It always ended the same, you must not fool yourself, if you are a pathological gambler, then you lose every win in the end, no matter how high

Due to my gambling addiction I had about 3000€ Debt last year.

Somehow I always managed to pick myself up, I went to work and got rid of the debt after a few months and had about 1000€ at my disposal.

That was in August 2019, with these 1000€ I gambled again and actually played my way up to 40000€ until a week ago, since 7 months I have practically gambled through and won more and more.

I have been looking around for investment opportunities or how I could make myself with it

Now I had 2 withdrawals of 17000€ each running and in the account about 6000€, I really tried very hard to hold out these two days processing so that I do not cancel the amount and continue to play, because if it is once in the account, then you drive vl a more normal track, because Sofort also has somewhere ONE limit.

1.5 days I have endured, I could still cancel the amount and in addition I was annoyed and bored at this time because of another story.

Now it has begun as it probably knows every gambling addict

I first canceled the first 17000 and thought oh I play 1000 down just for fun, so on 10€ / turn 1000 were gone quickly.

Now the sick part comes to light, you want to.get this 1000 back or just keep gambling, so increase the stake and continue, is still enough capital was.

In short : Ramses Book on 100€/spin to 0, then the other 17000, same story, twice came books, nothing exciting, low symbol, three to four rows.

Now everything doesn't matter anyway 6000 from account in, three minutes gone. 3000€ overdraw, gone.

Then another 5000 went in, although my account was not covered, because the bank did not debit immediately, again a few minutes and gone.

No chance, back in the gutter

Remorse, powerlessness and Schuldzuweisingen of itself and others endure.

Relation to money completely lost, 4 years of work and saving gambled away in a few hours, 40k.

Suicidal thoughts, getting up again, going to therapy again, starting over, for the umpteenth time

Dreaming of wins, waking up, realizing the reality

I think that very many recognize exactly this pattern, it is terrible if you are a gambling addict, I do not wish this on my worst enemy, please to all those who experience soetwas and zb win currently have, read this text absolutely before you continue to play! Save yourselves absolutely from this situation, no one can stand it in the long run!

I'm going back to therapy and try to start over, but I'm afraid of myself and my gambling behavior, please take care of yourselves!

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