Gambling addiction in general: am through... (Page 2)

sonne10 wrote on 07/12/2019 at 09:57
why wrong forum 🤔we are the best judge of the matter .

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peba67 wrote on 07.12.2019 at 00:23 clock: now this post is already a little ago but I can say that it is similar to me if not almost the same only just different fam. circumstances
I am through a job offer on the Internet stumbled on a company that I joined and believed everything you told me. Never had before in life what to do with OC's let alone ever with a gambling not even lottery we play. Well it all started with Roulette which I had no idea about and you don't need it because you have to play according to a software. With this one won also u the company got 25% of it because one uses their software. It came to me very high wins (4.000,-) was very much for me and I was happy that it worked. That went then from Jan to April each day one should play in a certain C approx. 1-2 hr. the software gave everything. Ok that was my start, I won under'm bottom line nothing except that my KK I applied for it (and immediately from the bank from 5tsd as a limit got) I thought ok then you try it now just alone with the restl. 2tsd were still available in another C and simply googled for C's. Well you can imagine it for sure, also the 2tsd were lost in the end because I let pay out small wins but always deposited again until I was then sometime 15-20 C's registered
Since my husband knew nothing about this KK (we have together a small company) I thought I must get me a 2nd KK so that I can pay back the other with it mtl. I can withdraw badly from the company account what, falls yes on u FA wants explanation ....
thought, done and the 2nd KK came into the house...... meanwhile I have 3 KK (13tsd limit) my stepmother angepumt told her the truth and she lent me 14.tsd so I have my KK back to 0
As of today
and for that I could do more than slap myself, walk under the rug etc. Self beheading would still be too mild what belongs to me, I know it! However, I had this year now already in October 7 tsd in payment of 3 OC `s what however also went down again (yes son has now to WEihnachten a new box spring bed got) but all in all I stand again on the same stand as in the summer......
only that I now have to pay back to the KK also my stepmother mtl.

And then I had in Videoslots so much luck in mid-November that I came with 200 Deposit within 1 week daily spielens on 3tsd, this did not pay out because I wanted to reach 5ts, of which 3 can be paid out u continue to gamble with the rest. Because when you stand 1tsd I noticed then it goes irgenwie ruck zuck upwards. No matter what game I'm only immediately at the beginning BW's or FS - I thought that goes on now again so u zockte everything again on 270 eur down.... then it came again. I'm not lying, I won until 2.12. again 3 tsd just under 3,200 and do you know what is now Ktostand? 0.08 (have lost today with the Weekendbooster the 287.60 in each slot came in none to FS )

I am more than desperate because no one knows about it, my stepmother thinks that was just a lot with by the company I fell for, she also does not know that I still continue to play u almost daily in the hope to finally be able to pay out again what.
My husband think I know it, do not want to know it or something. He told me clearly 1x finally stop with the shit and put money aside for what we actually work? You have since 1 year hardly any money left and are only whining. I can not talk to him about it, because that would be worse than any world war I have to get this under control alone. Whether I'm really addicted or just stupid I haven't quite figured out yet. Because an addict would have but also eg on the cell phone an OC (do not want to say now with it all the one on their cell phone have are addicted, please do not misunderstand) I play only on the PC but I notice already that when I hear my husband comes up the stairs (my room is on the 1st floor) that I click away the OC'-page and I'm also nervous when he looks for something in my desk
He asked but since the spring never what do you do every evening upstairs at the PC - because I think he knows secretly, but goes like so many men of the confrontation out of the way. So I am alone and can not confide in anyone, also because I am ashamed of what I do where my account is also not in the minus but house loan etc everything is debited from man his account. So I "still" have a good credit rating because the company also runs on me for 23 years. However, if anything comes up then I'm totally on the A...

I also know the sleepless nights and I no longer know where I should take the money, except small amounts up to max 200, - then really not partly daily but use with caution to get something from somewhere to bring the KK and mtl rate for stepmother. I don't see this as an addiction - but every addict doesn't recognize this himself right away......

So first thank you who has taken the time to read here - I would like to hear your opinion about it and please do not split me into a thousand pieces - I know it myself that it was big crap. You could almost think that the OC's let you win in the beginning so you get stuck and then they show their true colors. On the other hand, I think to myself, what can the OC's for it if I'm too stupid and realize today does not work, I'm losing in every machine, go rather.....no the stupid stays and zockt down to 0
that could be addiction ? I do not know.

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Kleinkariert wrote on 08/12/2019 at 05:26 PM
Is definitely Gambling addiction but you distinguish there even further. And you probably soon belong to the so-called <Problemspielern>. Addicted should be most here in the forum, but mostly so that it does not extremely restrict their lives and no Debt thereby.

Who borrows money because of gambling or builds up debts is just pathologically addicted and harms first itself but if you do not pay attention to all the others you actually love you like to tear. And if the partner does not gamble he does not know the feeling and considers it a waste of money. Which is also true, but you do it anyway.

The bad thing is that it is usually a process that unfolds slowly and then in shocks and then you always relativize as <Ach is not so bad, I do not do ... >. And outwardly one is then completely different and usually does not even notice it.

My recommendation is clearly to get everything in order first and let your head rest before you plunge into the next adventure. A slot can eat up a lot of money and if you don't have enough money then you get the feeling that you've just been screwed because absolutely nothing came in the end.

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